I've been sewing since 4 a.m. due to a pain-filled night. It's my distraction when it gets rough. While mindlessly sewing strips for a bunch of 4 patches for the Christmas Tennessee Waltz quilts, I got to thinking about how my basic personality traits strictly dictate what type of quilts I make. This type of sewing is when I do my best "thinking".
I am attracted to very colorful, dramatic, high contrast, intricately pieced quilts which I *am* capable of making- think Karen Stone, Jan Krentz, Ruth McDowell, Velda Newman, Caryl Breyer Fallert, etc. Yet I make simple quilts that I can speed piece and finish quickly but are not very satisfying to me. I am basically lazy... as an accountant in my working years, my employers always commented on how "efficient" I was at work. I will put a lot of effort into finding the easiest, quickest and most accurate way of doing things- anything. This works right into my Virgo perfectionist tendencies. So, all my large quilts are quite simple- blocks and settings I can strip piece, triangles I can sew on grids, bits and pieces I can chain piece, etc. I could never make a scrap quilt because I would go crazy not being able to cut massive numbers of fabric at one time- even tho I love the look of scrap quilts. Yet trying to make a Log Cabin quilt with 120 identical blocks drives me nuts with the repetition. I push the limit and cut 10 or 12 layers of fabric with my rotary cutter. I just had to re-cut a pile of 15.5 inch squares... they had some folds in the lower layers because the fabrics shifted. grrrrrrr! This type of frustration with myself can easily lead to another UFO. (I did re-cut and continue with the blocks for these two Christmas quilts. Yay!)
On smaller quilts I can stretch and get more involved because by the very nature of being small I can get that instant gratification I need. If I try it on a large quilt, I have a guaranted UFO. By finally recognizing this, I am slowing down on my stack of UFOs, WIPs and PIGs. I usually can't force myself to go back and finish a quilt I've lost interest in. I have oodles of patterns I've bought; PFP foundation patterns printed out; and quilts marked in books and magazines. Knowing my limitations keeps me from starting most of them- maybe that's not all bad!
I like the design process and chosing fabrics. Designing lets me challenge my brain now that I don't work outside our home and it makes me feel creative. I have a good color memory- I can see a fabric in the store and I will usually know if it will match a fabric I have at home. I will pull bolts from the racks and then take out the swatch of fabric that I am working with. I can see a print fabric and *know* which would be the best colors and/or prints to use with it. Sometimes I don't use my first choice and usually regret it when I try to break away.
I am not too fond of the entire quilting proces. (gasp!) What keeps me making quilts is that I love having the finished product and the feeling of satisfaction I get from knowing I designed and made it. My husband insists I am artistic, but I say no. I am able to draw out just about any block, I can pick the fabrics, sew them together accurately, and be very organized about it. I can look at a picture of a calla lily and figure out what shapes I need to make one, but without someone else's picture to copy, I am lost. While I am good at math and working with numbers and shapes, I cannot fathom subjects like English, spelling and sentence structure where there are always many exceptions to the rules. I need black and white... carved in stone. I need quilt police!
Now that I've confessed- tell me.... does your basic personality completely controll your quilting? Have you found a way to overcome the limitations you put on yourself by your way of thinking? Does this make a lick of sense??? Should I go back to bed??? :-)
Leslie (almost afraid to hit "send" LOL) & The Furbabies in MO.