I thought I'd better take a few minutes and check in with everyone. As I was warned the Holidays were rough, but we got through them. I think the hardest by far was the day we celebrated Christmas with all DH's family and although they were the hardest I'm glad we did attend.
DH didn't want a memorial service. He always told me throw me a big ars party! I am hoping to have a celebration of life around his birthday (end of March), but am not concerning myself too hard on that right at the moment. I'm just trying to deal with the simpler things like cleaning out the "junk" shaver he refused to get rid of cause he might need it. And just the day to day things, like what to cook for supper.
I still have to contend with the van that was purchased and no longer needed. It's wheelchair accessible and expensive.
I carry a deep sadness within me like a second skin and there are days I go without crying, but still feel kind of like I'm just functioning alot of the time. On top of all this I'm about to lose my dad to lung cancer. He is getting closer to being with my DH. At this point I am physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted, fighting depression and am taking the time to regroup, along with seeking professional help to get me through this.
I did get two new QI's. They are sisters. One is called Night, she's completely black with amber eyes and she likes to wake me up between two a.m. and four a.m. This morning she was a little late, it was quarter to five. Her sister is Gabby and she's a gray tabby. She's a little more laid back, easy going kind of gal. They have brought some much needed laughter to my son and I. They were strays and I adopted them from a friend who'd rescued them. They are strictly indoor kitties and would love to get (or make) some type cat climbing furniture. I'll have to add a picture or two to my webshots album.
We had two feet of snow here and then back and forth of snow and ice. This has happened about three times in the last twelve years I've lived in this house. My gutters are all ruined and will have to be replaced. I'll add it to my list!!!! UGH!!! It was so bad here the garbage trucks wouldn't come out. I finally had propane delivered yesterday. It was scarry out low the tank was! Now it's just raining and alot of people are worried about flooding in town. Thankfully I'm far enough away and I don't think I'm in any danger for that.
I haven't done much in the sewing/quilting department, other than think about it. I'll get there soon enough.
I think about you all and for those of you who are not doing well I'm sending prayers and positive vibes your way and sending a Hoorah to those of you who are doing well.
Sunny, I'm so sorry the study wasn't what you'd hoped for. My step-mom has lupus and is fighting a flare up. I don't know too much about it, other than it's not a good thing.
Launie, in Oregon