One more pill to try. Then that's it. I'm done looking for new pills. Believe it or not, the pain clinic has a shaman who sees patients there. She does energy work, helps people balance their chakras. Also I'm starting to eat chia seeds. Yes, the little seeds that you smear onto various ceramic heads and then they sprout and give the heads green hair. Cha-Cha-Cha-Chia!! Apparently they are THE thing with Iron Man and Triathletes. I don't understand exactly why, but one good side effect of the seeds is if you eat them before a meal and then drink water, the seeds absorb water and swell up in your stomach and you feel full and so don't eat much. Yay! That would be good.
So this is, I hope, if not THE last then NEAR the last OT post about my search for pain relief. I am coming very close to admitting that nothing will help, that I need to wean off morphine (very, very hard to do folks) and just hurt. It's not a good thing to consider, but it probably is reality.
Thanks for all the support and kindness and apologies for taking up so much NG space with my physical ills.
Sunny