if you're new to rctq this wont mean a thing go you so feel free to move to the next post about quilting.
everyday for the past year i've woken up with good intentions of calling the central police station to get the things returned to us that were taken by them on the night back in march last year. as well as any papers sent from Uni to the police after they asked for them. i'd asked Uni but they would not send me anything so i asked the inquest officer to do it. we also never saw the blood screen report which came after the final autopsy. i also wanted to know if they'd done anything about having the wording changed on the student loan papers that loans dont have to be paid back if you die. this was highlighted on the papers we found afterwards. seemed to me he used that info to give himself an excuse or something. i dont see why anyone should have to go thru this ever again cuz of those words.
i've been trying to gear myself up to make that phone call everyday but never could bring myself to make the call. today for whatever reason i recalled i had the email addy from the victim support lady. i just sent her an email asking if she could ask the officer all those things for me. i just cant bring myself to talk to some total stranger on the phone about all this. it still hurts so much. you're probably thinking being able to type it to most total strangers here works but a phone call doesnt, how odd. sorry but unless you've had this experience in your lifetime you'll probably never understand. i asked if they can get it done before mothers day. somehow seemed like a reasonable timing request...2 weeks away. i dont know if any of what they've got will be of any use to me but i need to see it all. i still dont understand a bloody thing about what happened. i still need to understand all i can about it. thanks for being here and letting me post about all this. all my real life friends moved overseas before last year and i needed to tell someone. jeanne