It was part of me from before I knew what was what. I was always very sexual right from my earliest memory; I often played pee games with girls before I was six. I knew right away that I had no interest in the feminine little twats. I needed a hard rod! I was sticking things in my ass by seven or eight. Shit was never gross or disgusting, nor did the smell ever really upset me.
I only smelled it when I was a boy, I started smearing as a teenager, but only once or twice a year. I had several wonderful loves during my 20s and scat just about disappeared from my life, there were years without scat-play, or the desire for scat-play. I got married at 30 and our sex life and social life was terrible, I started getting back into solo scat. We separated a few years later.
When I got online I saw people eating shit, I was always afraid of this but I saw so many people doing it I knew I had to try. I found I had unbelievably strong orgasms while doing scat. I would shoot my cum in great big arches over my head, flying often 10ft or more, I would be reduced to a quivering panting blob after my orgasm so, of course, I wanted to repeat this!
Eventually, though (three years later maybe), I started to become addicted to scat and could not get a decent erection without it. It became isolating, as I could no longer have 'normal' sex so I took a break from scat. For months I was horny as hell but unable to keep a hard- on! Eventually, my normal sexual response returned, and now I mostly do scat for the pleasure it give others to see me.
I have no interest in womans shit, the focus point is the man not the shit.
It is emotionally draining, almost bipolar. The need to remain safe, secure and anonymous (the shame and rejection in real life would be crushing) and yet the need to share a very serious personal bit of yourself.
I feel sexually empty most of the time. Straight or normal sex just doesn't push the same buttons as scat sex does. There is nothing as completely sexual (to the scat fetishist) as the touch, smell, and taste of shit; the rush one gets when they enter the 'scat zone' is indescribable. The scat zone vanishes like a fart in a hurricane as soon as one orgasms, then shit loses all its allure and it is just shit and I have all the attraction to it that I would a rotten tomato (NONE). How do you deal with the smell?
The smell is different, I am not offended by the smell of my own shit, though others' shit can be nasty, and the smell is exciting - until you orgasm, then it just smells like shit!
I was fingering Rauns ass and pulled out a marble-sized ball of shit and ate it while I sucked his dick. I have not found man willing to let me receive his full load, that is my dream.
What does shit taste of?
It tastes like thick mud, but you can make it 'sweeter' by ingesting sweet stuff like chocolate or diet soda.
Why is this appealing to you?
It excites all my senses. Smell, touch, taste, even hearing it smear is exciting... until I orgasm, then I want to clean up and be done.
Do you have a preference of colour/texture?
I like thick, creamy poo, like peanut butter, not runny or hard logs. Runny is too far out for me and thick logs are bitter and dry; they don't smear well and will not spread around inside your mouth.
Do you eat anything special to obtain this preference?
I like pasta poo! Try to avoid nuts, popcorn, crisps, anything crunchy, as it will leave your poo gritty. Lots of red meat makes poo bitter and more smelly. Also, if you poo several times a day it smells less. Poo that you hold inside gets rank.
Would you ever 'scat' in front of an audience?
I would love to do my shit play for a live audience even if there is no contact. I like to show off.
Are there any other types of scat activities?
There is one activity I am not at one with, which is called 'farming'. This is where you find public toilets with shit in them then retrieve it for your own pleasure. I guess as far as the depths some scat people go, I am pretty mild. I don't do gay, animal, farming, puke, snot, diarrhoea. There is lots of stuff that some scat people do that I cannot find interest in.