I can soooo relate! I *just* took yet another pain pill for my TMJ, which can cause worse headaches than I ever imagined were possible. You can't function with the headache, and you can't function with the pain medicine, either. But hopefully, if you take the drugs long enough, you get the situation under control and don't have to take them for a while. Doctors? HA! The only one that belives I have a legitimate condition is my dentist, who is also the doctor who diagnosed me. I love my dentist; he actually belives me when I say that I'm hurting - what a novel concept! I completely understand about wanting to just take your head off - the pain gets so bad, you want nothing but to escape it and can't. Don't feel alone; believe me, you aren't!!!
Beady hugs & prayers, Mandy