OT: losing my old pup

The little wiggle in my old Rat Terrier's front foot turned into all out seizures this morning. Happens when he tries to move forward. Not constant, but too much to ignore. A call to my vet confirmed my suspicion: anything that would cause this kind of neurological result is probably something that kindness dictates not be treated in a 15- year old dog.

I picked Angus out when he was 3 days old, still looking more rat than terrier. He's been a good dog, faithful, my little shadow. Every step I take during the day when everybody is gone, Angus takes too. These past few years every room of the house has sprouted a collection of soft blankets and beds. Of course, his favorite place is the "forbidden" sofa. And my bed.

Well, my dear little sweetie's name is being called and it's time for him to move on. The vet said to call when "you think it's gone far enough." So far, Angus is not in pain, not upset, still his frisky self. But I can see the seizures lasting a bit longer each time.

Here is my very odd prayer request of a group that seems to have a good track record: I am asking you to pray with me that Angus just goes to sleep and doesn't wake up, without that terrible last trip. If any dog ever deserved an easy exit, it's this one.

I've talked this over at length with the Boss. Warned that wherever my little guy ends up, they will need to put the garbage up and not leave food on the tables.

There are too many tears to write, or read, more.

Hugs to all of you and to your faithful furry companions.

Sunny

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Sunny
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Oh, my friend, you are such a good fur-mom!

Angus is so blessed to have you there for him. I will definitely hold you both close in thought and pray he goes quietly and smoothly.

{{{{{hugs to you both}}}}}

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Ginger in CA

Oh, Sunny... ...

Cindy

Reply to
teleflora

I hope your wish comes true for Angus. They are such faithful friends & it's so hard to let them go, but we know, when the time comes, it is our final gift to them. The day I get a new dog, I dread the day I will lose him. It would be so much simpler if they could let go by themselves, but sometimes they just don't have the strength - & maybe they don't want to make us sad??

Will be thinking of you.

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Pauline

((((HUGS)))) and tears from Downunder. What a lovely tribute to a friend.

I have had to make that last trip too many times myself. It's hard, so I will hope with you for a quiet long sleep. But if it comes to that trip, know that you are doing a last kindness for a dear friend, grieve, and then remember with love and joy. Our friends would want to be remembered with smiles.

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CATS

Sunny, I'm so sorry, I hope this poem comforts you a little. Michelle Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.

- Author Unknown

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Michelle

{{{{{{{{{Sunny}}}}}}}}} Please, remember that when the time comes, your "baby" will be ready and that last ride -- if necessary -- won't be difficult for him but will be a release. That sweet baby will thank you forever for willingly sending him on his way down the road to the Rainbow Bridge. Remember also that this is the very last loving thing you can do for him. And now I need to stop because I'm starting to get upset myself . CiaoMeow >^;;^<

PAX, Tia Mary >^;;^< (RCTQ Queen of Kitties) Angels can't show their wings on earth but nothing was ever said about their whiskers! Visit my Photo albums at

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Tia Mary

Gosh that's hard to read. But you've written it so well and with so much love that I know you and Angus will agree on the right time. Many hugs....I hate reading these messages. I get so teary.

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KJ

Dear Sunny, my thoughts are with you and your little dog.

Shirley

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Shirley Shone

So sorry Sunny. So many of us know just how you are feeling. Try to keep in mind that, although we suffer the dread and anticipation, our dear animals are spared that. . In message , Sunny writes

Reply to
Patti

Prayers on their way.

I know all too well how you feel. I have to confess that, even though it has been 7 years since Sasha died (and her successor is getting a bit of grey on his muzzle), I've never had the heart to take down her webpage.

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Fortunately, Mr. Scotty ("new" doggie) is still young at heart and still watching Star Trek reruns and sends a big, worried Collie dog nuzzle to you.

HUGS

Erin

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Erin

{{{{{{{{{{{Sunny}}}}}}}}}}}}} I pray for a peaceful exit for both your sakes. I can sympathize, having had to make that decision a few times. It never gets easier, but it's always preferable to never having had the love that creature brings.

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Debi Matlack

((((((Sunny & Angus))))))) It's so hard to let go of a beloved pet, but sometimes it is the gentlest and kindest thing that we can do for them. Please remember that he'll be healthy and frolicking and waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge.

ME-Judy

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Judy

Sunny, I'm so sorry. It's incredibly difficult to let go of a beloved companion. I wish the best for all of you.

Patti in Seattle

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Patti S

So sorry you and pup are at this point. I've been there too and it isn't easy to do what is best for your friend. A few years ago we decided to keep our dog until we knew he was suffering, then he made his last trip. Barbara in SC

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Bobbie Sews More

((((Sunny))))

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Charlotte Hippen

Dear Sunny, My prayers are with you but you're being very loving about it as much as I know your heart is aching. I had a 17 year old cat with seizures. As time went on the seizures became more and lasted longer. I didn't want to lose him during a seizure. They say we know when and I knew it with Little Red. Pami

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Pami

((((((Sunny & Angus))))))

You have made the right decision, but the waiting is awful.

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Kate XXXXXX

{{{Hugs}}} and prayers that your wishes be answered.

We walked this road in April with our beloved Treasure, 13 yr old golden retriever. I still miss her everyday, but I have such wonderful memories.... and so will you :)

Marilyn in Alberta, Canada

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Marigold

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