Well, after a good solid cry in the shower and an attempt to locate a counselor in the area that insurance will pay for (I'm having a tougher time than I thought dealing with my grandfather's death and some other things) using the phone book -- I discovered an ad for a Merle Norman Cosmetic Studio and called.
I told the lady that I talked to that I was a make up idiot (I think that's how I worded it) and that I wanted to change that -- I didn't want to be clowned up but I wanted to be taught how to accentuate what I have. They do that -- I have an appt for 2 this afternoon. I will have hubby snap a picture when he is home for lunch and before I take him back to work so I can have the car. It will be the picture of what the lady gets to see when I walk in...I'm not gonna attempt to doll up or anything -- I have a freshly scrubbed with noxema face and damp hair
-- well wet now but will be damp by 2 if not fully dried (hairdryer has gone AWOL -- I think it was with my old workout bag and that's been placed somewhere in the abyss called my home -- another issue to work on, another day)
I know right where this place is in town but never realized it was a place that did things like make overs -- it looks like a pricey make up store but at this point, I don't care if there is a cost for the make up lesson/make over (I don't think there is based on the ad wording though).
Think I should take what make up I already have with me?????
Thank you so much for the ideas and suggestions....I'm still gonna be attempting to seek out a counselor -- I'd like to try that route before resuming medications (technically what I have no longer qualifies as PMS -- I have PMDD, which is like PMS on steroids. been off meds for about 10-11 months and I'd like to stay off longer and maybe, at some point, start a family without worrying about fetal side effects -- course, I gotta feel better about myself before starting a family, etc.)
So, do I take the make up with me???
Tricia