So many things seem to get in the way of 'creative flow' --- Worrying about health, about bills... The dishes need doing, as does the laundry... Gotta clean the litterbox... The puppy thinks she has to pee AGAIN... I get to the point where I sit at the torch frozen. Unable to tap into any creative vein because I just *know* that the minute I relax and 'go with it', something will happen to distract me, interrupt me or annoy me.
I've put so much work into the business side of things lately that I simply had to let go of the artistic side of things for a while. I was starting to worry that the muse had packed her sparkly bags, flipped me off and headed for the next county.
Apparently, she was just waiting for me to be ready...
I finally got word yesterday that new studio stuff will start coming in this week. Included in that will be my new camera, which is hopefully going to make the photography part of things a lot better/easier. Donna, my new studio wench, started work last week, and it's wonderful! I'll finally have enough glass to play with that I won't obsess over each little fragment lost to the water bucket. I'll have enough mandrels to keep me busy for the whole week between Donna's visits.
After I heard from my funders yesterday, I took a deep breath, cranked up the torch and started to play. The Muse is back. I made 20 of the nicest beads that I've ever made. I was *so* in the moment that I would probably still be sitting there if I hadn't run out of mandrels.
I wish I had the new camera now so that I could easily share with you some of the fruits of my labors. Earthy. Organic. Oozing energy... It really felt good. Seriously good. I just wanted to share.