Hi Melissa - ((((hugs)))) I am sorry you are going through this right now - hopefully it will get better soon. I just want to let you know that posting in all caps is like shouting, so please only do it if you're shouting. And also, you need to put OT in the subject if the message is off topic, okay? That said - I am sending lots of positive, empowering vibes to you right now.... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~