((((((((((((((((Jo))))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry for your loss. Most of us here have been through the loss of one of our QIs and whilst it is never, ever easy we can only hope that we made their days as happy as they made ours. Rainbow Bridge is a wonderful, wonderful poem (and place) and I have shown my girls the website and it has helped them some with the loss of both Jimmy and Merlot.
Take some heart in knowing that Syd is there, carefree and playful, mucking around with Jimmy and Merlot and Sasha and all our other QIs. Gosh what a place it'll be when we get there!