Argh, it's after midnight, I got next to no sleep, and I have to get up at six to get the kids ready for school... but I feel completely unlike sleeping. This feeling has been mounting, like the formerly-constant and now-periodic headaches, and has escalated in the past few days from occasional waking in the night to full-on insomnia. Which I don't suffer from. Sleep disruption from anxiety, but not ordinary insomnia. I don't feel anxious, I feel ALERT. Vigilant.
I have started having something akin to nightmares when I do sleep, but fear of the dreams isn't keeping me awake; I would love to fall asleep and explore them more, they're interesting.
I don't know what's going on. I have a headache again, and although they were nearly constant but very mild a few weeks ago, they are now occasional, but sharper. It feels like my scalp is crawling.
I hope this is some kind of new, fancy PMS, and goes away shortly.