Does anyone know where I can find Susan portra's "Journey"? Does it exist??

HI! I am frantic! I have Susan Portra's Odyssey series: Odyssey,Adventure and her latest Infinity. But there is "Journey" listed. I have never seen it,no one can find it. Susan herself is no big help-I had someone at Needlepoint Ltd,Ca.,where she teaches ask her about the pattern book. All she said was she sold the rights to another company and they went out of business. I know this is SNAPP Associates. I do not want to copy anything. I will purchase the pattern booklet,but I can't finish the series without this book. My husband thinks I'm getting hysterical,but if this design was printed,it has to exist somewhere. Sob! Thanks! Maryann