From the dear child-troll who has infected us lately, to my personal email account:
I dont understand whats wrong with you... I simply came here by word of someone else... to do NOTHING but ask for a prayer, or anything to help my mom... thats all I wanted.. I didnt meant o go there and cause harm... or have someone evauluate MY life... and tell me to give up everything and then give them a call.. I didnt have a choice going to college... in the country.. you either go, or you stay hom and get pregnant.. and I didnt want to be pregnant... I work while going to school also...I pay for my schooling as well..The little bit of money I do have when I am done paying rent on my shitty apartment.. and paying for my schooling goes to my mom and buying lunch for myself..
I did ask for prayers.. I asked for anything that could help.. any ideas... not someone to critique me and my character. As far as the blocks go, I could have said.. HEY SEND ME CHECKS HERE... then I would be a little pissed off at someone... rather than that... I offered something.. I never knew.. and wouldnt think someone would send me to a LOCATION where blocks were only traded and NEVER BOUGHT... yet people buy them all the time via ebay and other locations to complete quilts.. You never know, the people in YOUR group might want a block to add in their quilt... maybe it would have a special meaning. YOU NEVER know now huh? But you jumped to the conclusion that you stood for the WHOLE group in saying that no one would want one or to help me out in my situation... You assumed rather than being quiet for a minute and listening to someone who needed some help.
I will presume to judge you when you say things like.... You wouldnt be trying to fool us now cheyne... and I'm selling a bridge....calling the kettle black again huh? You assumed with me.. off the bat, never had any proof and never asked for any... You just assumed I was lying... What do you want.. medical bills from my mothers trips to the hospital??? What would make you believe me? That is your choice... but YOU chose to throw stones when you said those things about me.. And they say in the teenage years that peer pressure is a bitch? I'm not uneducated nor am I ignorant. I stayed calm and TRIEd to defend myself from someone not even close to my age, when there were others who supported what I said.. Its like being picked for a team in high school and you get to be the captain and you do and say anything to make someone else who isnt as cool as you feel bad about themselves... People didnt write the comments you did.. Few said.. yeah.... Go... and stood on the sidelines like snotty girls who want to put someone down but dont know how do...
I am very grown up and have been my whole life, I was voted cosmopolitan entrepreneur of the year last year.. I had my first business at age 5 being the LARGEST contributor to the Chef and the Child Foundation Under Coca-Cola. I have accomplished many things... winning a trip to study culinary in China for a month... I have been blessed, and I dont take it for granted, I am very grown up thanks.... But I am grown up enough to know that I WILL not wait until I am 50 to try and support my mother.. She needs me now more than ever and she could loose her life. I dont want my mom to die and me knowing that I DIDNT do anything to help her... Can you imagine??? Stand back for a second... IF you had the power to change something and decided not to.... how would you feel...
With those thoughts in mind.. I have racked my BRAIN with ideas of what to do.. I have been in touch with lawyers... have my church saying prayers... been selling posessions via EBAY....moved to a small apartment to cut my budget in half... anything to help her... This was something I thought would... I have been around quilters my whole life and never met one as negative as you... Your "HELPING comments" were nothing more than blows... "Oh why doesnt she LIKE exercise"... I'm not stupid.. my mother has tried it.. I wouldnt have gone to this length if it wasnt at the worst, which it is.. My mom is at her lowest point and I FEAR for her life.. Look I dont want to cry about this anymore... I hope you feel better that you made me cry.... I have had so many positive comments from many people... prayers are coming and someone will hear me and help me out... I thought maybe my the 7 degrees of seperation someone might know someone... who could help...
I havent shot down everything... I have just told you I have done them... I need something more stable.. other than EXERCISE... and Quit school..... isnt there something better.. or is that your only answer???