Well one of the main reasons I was out this past spell and been fighting depression issues was over all the media info over miltary health care and issues. It is not something that is prevalent with today's military, but has been since Reagon started Reagonomics in mid 80's and miltary budget cuts.
Anyhow the back, neck and shoulder problems and afflilated pain that I have had some 20 years now has a reason it comes to find out. I mentioned last fall of the problems I started and I went to the dr. They did a mri, the first that I have had. VA told me several years ago they did not fee that my 'sympthoms' did not negate the cost.It is one reason that I quit more or less their sorry system and been "living" with my problems.
Anyhow about 4 weeks ago I had to go back to dr as the bad pain in the rght arm and neck returned. I have had a constant stiff neck and recurring headache a lot.
Well after all these years, it turns out in my neck I have 2 bulging discs and one torn one. In my mid back there is one that they are not sure what is up?!
When the dr told me the "bad" news, I was mad, then got emotional. After leaving I thought about it this way, yes it is bad news, but good in now I have a reason to persue a disability thru the VA.
Today I had the first visit with a civilain neurologist/pain management specialist. He told me that first he has to send me to another specilist as he fears I have two separate problems, either of them being bad. Not only is the disc problem there and being bad in sythpoms but I may also have a ulna myopathhy(?) in the right arm. If the arm problem is diagnosed as separate the only thing that can relieve that is surgery.
He did not iterate anything more about the back and neck. He also did not prescribe me anything for the pain for th one thing he was, I can not take due to other health problems.
So that is my major thing getting me and got me in a rut. I do not sleep well at night, NOT that I have in some time and am just plain worried to death!
Well sorry this is long as usaul and wanted to let the MANY in here that are personal to me knw what has been going on with me. I have spoken with a coule about the mental issues thing and waiting stil to see the appropriate dr for that.
Thanks All for listening, ((HUGS!))
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