Thank you Cozy , even if it was not an old tittle , believe me i still read selectively , or not with all the concentration many of you read it all , It takes time to come back to normal life. Thereare a lot of arrangements , both mental and in reallity that one has to do after such times. WARS and being under Rockets attacks for 37 days , isn`t something one gets up from , the day it ends, and turns a clean sheet. One`s body is full of chemical reactions , adrenalin etc,,, one`s soul has collected memories and feelings. It has to be processed , and while one needs and wants to `return` to normal life and resume life from the point `it stopped ` before the war, it isn`t like that, and it take longer to heal, than you would think. And it is good to take the time to heal. mirjam