Life has just gotten to be so overwhelming for me and I dearly miss you all and your inspiration. I miss my sewing room even more..... it has now taken on a new life as a dump :-( , the room where the "I don't know where to put it's" go to live out the rest of their lives.
We have had nothing but turmoil and issues and then topped it off with my husband taking on a brand new job last week. And what is wrong with that you say? No paychecks till after Christmas that are going to be of any amount that is actually a liveable amount. Tight times to say the least. It sure makes you appreciate what you have and your family bonds. Especially with the holiday season and the greed and push from the stores to buy buy buy!
Had to put down my best friend of 15 years. Yet another furry one to go and cross the rainbow bridge and oh how my heart is broken. I still am crying at the thought of him, seeing his place where he slept, seeing his fur that is still embedded in so many things around here and just all the reminders of all the love and complete trust that he gave our family for oh so many years. But we had to do the right thing for him, and that was to let him go.
I tried to read back over a few posts but that as you all know, is nearly impossible to do in here and stay sane and keep your eyes focusing! Hugs to those that need them. Congratulations to many of you. Happy dances for those of you that are dancing.
Oh I want to grab some fabric and just go hide from the world now. I haven't even gotten to use my free old berni or even think about looking at my old Kenmore's. I haven't even every used my serger that I got for Christmas LAST year yet :-( Thankfully this year is almost over and I can start a new one fresh soon. If I can ask a favour of you all though, just if you can, spare me a little prayer that the happenings and life issues and horrid luck and sadness of 2007 end when the year does? I really need as much help as I can get to start over for me and my family.
Ok, I am off to try and read some more of your posts, and live through your sewing, your projects, your happy words and your wisdom and encouragement that you all are so freely fingered with sharing. I thank you for that. It keeps me going, makes me smile, and inspires me to push on.
So hello to the new names that I don't remember seeing in here before I went into gone with the life mode, and a big friendly hello to the names I remember that are still here! (if you don't remember me that's ok too cuz I think it has been forever since I last posted anything)
~KK in BC~