I know this is frivalous, but I need quick prayers. Tomorrow night is my 23rd wedding anniversary. We have a "date" complete with dinner reservations.
I woke up this morning with a painful tonsil and now my entire throat is swollen and hurting like mad and I have a high fever. Please, I know it's a small thing, but I need prayers taht I'm able to go and celebrate and not worry my darling husband tomorrow. I spoil everything. I just can't handle another ruined celebration because of my health. And I really can't handle what this is turning into. I don't just get sick. I get really, really sick. Pnuemonia, strep, lung infection, ..... the lovely list goes on and on. My immune system is broken, completely. I can handle the constant pain and being fat and never really feeling good. But I am truly feeling dangerous if I have to spoil one more thing for my husband.
Because of my health we live in a state of constant financial worry. Because of my health we can't vacation, hike, bird watch, walk in the park, look forward to anything because I may fall truly ill at the drop of a hat.
Sorry. I'm so tired and can't stop crying and my fever is really high. I have to be better before he comes home this afternoon. I can cover it up a bit, but he can always tell when he looks at my eyes if I'm really sick.
Thank you. I believe in the prayers of this group.
Sunny