I'm ok, really, but I now know what a heart attack feels like - but it wasn't one.
3:30am on 8/30 I wake with a horrible pain in my left shoulder. Figured I turned wrong in bed; took some Aleve and went back to bed. Meds worked great. Had coffee and toast for breakfast. Noon that day, the pain returns. Took more Aleve and it went away. Went about my daily chores. Skipped lunch. 6:30pm the pain returned with a vengeance; took more Aleve - I know, I know, should have known I had taken too much already. I doubled over with chest pain and difficulty breathing. Listening to my body and knowing that women may have different symptoms of heart attacks, I take a baby aspirin and call my DH from downstairs who was fixing dinner. He calls 911. We had our 5 yo grandson with us and I didn't want him to see me in that kind of distress but he said "Nana, when you have pain, you have pain". Gotta love the young'ns!Two police cars, and EMT unit and an ambulance arrive within minutes. My life was no longer my own from then on. IV lines were started, cardiac monitors hooked up, nitroglycerine sprayed under my tongue. Pain diminishes.
Arrive at the ER and pushed to the head of the line. More IV lines, more monitors, chest x-rays, more nitro. Blood draws too. Have I ever told you I don't tolerate needles very well?
Shoulder pain returns full force - more nitro, pain diminished. They need to monitor my enzymes overnight so I am admitted to the cardiac care unit. Blood draws every 3 hours (felt like one of my pincushions in my quilting room - see and you thought it was going to be an OT post!); vitals every 2 hours since nitro lowers blood pressure big time and I am on the low side on a normal day. Blood draws can't be taken from one of my lines. Still no food since breakfast.
Enzymes keep coming up normal. I sleep some but scared about what is going on. I had several EKGs, an echo-cardiogram, a stress test with and without thallium. All tests are negative - no cardiac issues. Finally get to eat a light lunch at 4 pm - almost 32 hours since my last meal - boy was I famished!
So I used some of my root cause analysis skills from my job. The popular opinion is that I had a severe case of stress-induced gastritis. The stress built up until it focused itself in my shoulder. The meds taken to relieve that pain caused the gastritis. I was feeling pretty good by late afternoon and was discharged around 6:30 that night and was feeling good as new by the following morning and after a good nights sleep in my own bed. I had a follow up with my doctor the following day since I had a trip to my mom's in Florida planned and really felt well enough to go. He cleared me for travel. I was given some lidocaine patches just in case and was told to limit the meds - and the stress. I left with my DH and 5 yo grandson the following day for Florida and felt great - until..........I received some bad news from the vet about my sweet Kirby (found the cause of his unending itching and biting was ringworm). That set off the stress meter once again and knocked me off my feet for the next 30 hours. But now I knew how to treat it - a lidocaine patch, some light food in my stomach at all times and happy thoughts. So far (knock wood), that has worked. Of course, I go back to work tomorrow.......
I will continue to listen to my body but I am really glad it was not a heart attack - I would not wish that pain on my worst enemy! I think I need some quilting therapy!