A very special package arrived this afternoon... I don't usually have to sign for things! And the mail lady came early! Which was great b/c I WAS home. I opened it immediately and was gobsmacked. I still don't believe that we were chosen for this honor, but I'm surely not going to give it back!!!!
Now that everyone here has seen it (Well, DH has only seen pics) and After I wiped away all the tears and unwrapped myself from the quilt, I was able to take and put up some pics to share with you
I have had a lot of grieving and dissapointment in my life, nothing compared to some other people, but more than many others. Finding Tessa that day was the hardest thing I think I have ever done. Especially just a year after having put my first dog down at 15yrs old. I am trying really hard to not beat myself up over it. I know it was a sensless, freak accident, but you always have that little "what if" voice to quiet inside your head. Most days I succeed, sometimes I have nightmares. Hanah is a sweet puppy, and learning a lot, but Tessa was one of the best dogs I have ever known - smart as a whip, loyal, trusting, patient, loving and always, always smiling. 5 years wasn't nearly enough time to share with her, and Hanah has a lot to live up to, poor pup!
I have participated in many hugs, hosted 3 of my own for good friends, but I don't think you can fully realize their impact until you are on the receiving end. From the bottom of our hearts a million thank yous! I think this quilt will help us all refill our "love tanks" when we are missing her. It has already started to, and the kiddos decided that it should stay on the living room couch for everyone to share. Although, I think DS and I may take the lions share of time wrapped in it.
Thank you again! y'all are the best!