hmm - my Penny and I spent all her life protecting each other.
She protected me more than I protected her though. She always knew if I did not like someone.
And NO ONE could touch my purse or shoes or coat. Anything I wore or held to leave the house was not to be disturbed, except by her, and she would lay with it, just take it to her blanket and lay with it.
I put the man who gave her to me against a wall for catching him punishing her, she never reacted to him the same after that, I'm certain it had happened before... Yes, I needed her, and she needed me.
We went through soo much my dog and I, oh goodness, I just can't say anymore about her. I do miss her so very much.
SR
I read somewhere once (wasn't crazy about it, but it made me think) that pets stay with us until their "usefulness" runs out. Once they know or feel that they are no longer needed to fill a void in our lives, they leave us (pass away). It made me feel bad to read that, because it made me wonder if Tasha felt that because my baby was close to being here that her usefulness had run out and I didn't need her anymore. :o/
-- On another way of thinking... and this one is going to sound REALLY weird. When I got Casper, he chose me.... I kept looking at other puppies (yellow ones, rather than white, thinking that white would be too hard to keep clean), but he was very persistant and kept coming over and nudging the other puppies away to have me to himself. Finally after the third time I said to the lady giving the puppies away "Well it looks like this little guy has decided that I am to be his new Mama, so who am I to argue?" As he grew a little more we came to realize exactly how gentle and patient he was... and I could almost swear I felt my Dad's presence with Casper at times. Then to top it all off... one day when he was waiting to go outside, I opened the gate between the kitchen and the laundryroom where Buffy (the older dog) sleep. She had gotten sick on the floor right in front of the door. Casper backed away from it and started whining, like he was saying "Nooooo, I don't want to go near that!!!! Yucky!!!" We laughed at his behaviour, but as I was cleaning up the mess, I suddenly remembered that my Dad absolutely hated when anyone would get sick around him... it made him sick too! Not that I'm saying that my Dad came back as Casper... but it sure made me think a few times.
Casper has another more outgoing type of personality than my Dad did (my Dad was very quiet and shy, unless he was ticked off... then everyone heard him and everyone moved in a hurry)... and he does make me laugh sometimes when I'm feeling down in the dumps. For instance, the day I got a large envelope in the mail from Cher (because I had won a prize here on the group) :o) my son and I had been on the outs with each other for a few days which had me feeling bad... well, I heard this ruckus behind me, and turned to see that Casper had stuck his head inside the envelope and was swinging his head all over trying to get out of it. I laughed so loud and hard at him and his antics that my son came to the room to see what had hit me so funny... and he started laughing too. :o)
Gem