Butterfly, the lump was actually pus hardened in the muscle tissues, he said. That's why he couldn't really drain it. I don't want to think about that, to tell the truth.
Cindy, I live in pain all the time. It's nerve pain for me mostly, in my face and head, teeth and ears and the like. I got off prednisone in September because I was having opportunistic infections, one after another. And I'd taken all the big name antibiotics they'd allow me and was still coughing. The dr. today said he wouldn't put me back on prednisone ever, even if all my hair falls out. And yes, it's trying. Fistfuls of hair all over the place. It's scary. I've easily lost half my hair in the past two months. Makes me want to cry.
Anyhow, how to live in pain...... well, you just get up in the morning and put one foot on the floor and then the other and before you know it, you're committed to living for one day. And it's too hard to stop living at night when you might actually get some rest and relief. So you sleep (sometimes). And the next day you just do the same thing over again. I really don't know how long I can do it. That's the truth and it's all I know.
So I'm drawing and cutting birds out and maybe by Thursday I can show you what I'm doing. :) I like it very much and I'm proud of it so far.
Hugs, Sunny