I had the reconstruction...part one on the 12th of December. I swear I have been in my own personal hell since. I have to say so far the surgeon has done a good job. Next week I am ready again for more saline in the breast expander. It's painful and uncomfortable but the end result should be nice if I have any sanity left. I can't use that push, twist and turn thingy with my right arm to open jars and pill bottle as well as open the flip tops on the catfood cans. I'll have to ask my doctor if this is a permanent thing. I've resorted to having pizza or grilled cheese for lunch. When I try to open the cans and jars I feel that breast muscle and it's so weak and it hurts. I can't use my rotary cutter for long and sewing hasn't been easy. I have most of my uglies all ready to sew. As for now I can't do much yet....but I am cutting out the recipes I want from my magazines and hopefully put them in my recipe scrapbook soon. I can't lift hardly anything heavier than a 2 gallon milk container. I just wanted to write and let you know I'm still around. Next week however I am taking off to NYC to see Barry Manilow in concert on the 18th...it's a sold out show so Madison Square Garden will be full. The following month I am going to see John Mayer with my son there. My son and I both like John Mayer and that will be a nice night for us. I am trying to enjoy life as much as I can to forget the breast agony right now. Pami
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17 years ago