a prayer.
I'm asking you to please ask the good Lord to spare a few moments for the State of Illinois. We're 2 months and counting overdue for a budget for the current fiscal year. Could you please ask the Lord to provide a little wisdom and soften a few hearts at 2nd St and Capitol Ave. As far as I can tell, nothing is happening but name-calling and threats right now.
I work for the State, so this is kind of important to me. It appears as if I might not be getting my next paycheck. But its not just me that will be hurt. Lots of other people who depend on govt. dollars will too. I know I don't send out the checks that most people depend on, but I like to think that my job of enforcing clean air laws is important. And it the State govt. actually shutdowns, mandatory deadlines will be missed, court documents won't be filed, and some bad actors will get off.
Please, please don't say it. I've heard/read in or on the local paper's website that:
a) all you lazy State employees should be grateful because the tax payers are paying your salary (I pay taxes too.) b) everybody at the State has it so good and never do a lick of work anyway (Granted there are some lazy/incompentent people at my Agency but, I've been in plenty of private sector businesses where I can't find anyone to help me because the employees are so busy gossiping with each other they can't be bothered with me. ) c) I'm overpaid and should work in the private sector for awhile (actually, my colleagues in the private sector make a lot more than I do and I chose public service because I was raised to believe in helping people) d) my benefits and paid holidays are way greater than the private sector ( (I'll admit it might be true, but is probably offset by my lower pay) e) no one should be living paycheck to paycheck anyway (I whole heartedly agree, admit that my financial mess is of my own making, but understand a lot of people are in my boat too)
Since a full year budget might be too big a job, I'd settle, Lord willing for another one month budget.
And if I knew it weren't so selfish, I'd ask for a little prayer that all my now ugly fabric will sell at the guild's garage sale next Monday, since those pennies would be a little something to help out.
I know I'm better off than most (I have friend who not only works for the State, but her husband does too, so they will have no income at all and two kids to feed). My parents and David would willing give me whatever I ask for and my debt is my own fault because I'd rather buy fabric (and have bought fabric and a lot of other things) than save. I promise to try and do better.
M aureen