I just want to say - being a widow is awful... LOL It's a whole new universe of pain that nothing else approaches - even divorce!
Having said that, I do feel like I'm making some progress... I've already posted a link to my beaded ATCs - that has helped a lot - art therapy!
I lost my part time job Sun, which was disheartening, but I got a FULL TIME JOB with benefits Monday, so YAY!!! I start tommorrow, it's a bookkeeping job, but pays pretty good for this area: any prayers, thoughts, vibes or words of encouragement beamed my way would be appreciated. I know I can do it, it's just first day jitters.
I may have even collected a man friend, we'll see - but it's nice to know I haven't lost all my mojo! LOLOLOLOLOLOL He makes me laugh anyway, and that's a plus...
I did make it thru Thanksgiving with only a brief teary episode... Of course the 30th of Nov is not going to be so good - it would have been our 10th wedding anniversary, and I'm not looking forward to Christmas this year. If someone invited me to the Bahamas, I'm outta here! LOL
But I do feel that I'm finally moving forward, and just wanted to give you all hugs and thanks for your support. Love Karleen